I loved you with everything I had — from the deepest part of my heart. I gave you the best version of me. I've never felt this way about anyone before. The way I felt for you was something I can't put into words.

When you came into my life, everything changed. I started smiling again — not just on the outside, but from within. Being around you made me feel alive. I truly believed you were the best thing that ever happened to me. I thought your loyalty matched mine. I believed you loved me the way I loved you.

I remember the first time we sat together. You were talking, and I wasn't saying much — just listening. Because your voice, your presence, felt like my favorite playlist... one I could never get tired of.

You never knew how deeply I loved you. Back then, I didn't even understand what love really was. I thought it was just two people liking each other. But after you blocked me, after you left without a word, that's when I realized what real love is.

Love isn't just a word. It's a feeling — a deep connection. And when you've felt that with someone, no one else can ever take their place. Even though we're no longer together, I still love you. Even after all the pain, I still care about you more than I can explain. Every time I see you, everything else fades away. I just want to look at you, to freeze time, even for a moment.

I've thought about writing a book about you — about us. I have 99 reasons to let go, but I'm still holding on for that one reason: love. Pure, honest, painful love.

I don't know if you'll ever understand how deeply I cared for you. I don't think I'll ever love someone the way I loved you. The way I cried for you... The way I begged Allah for you... You'll never know.

I remember the first time I cried while making dua — it felt like my chest was collapsing. That's when I realized how much I truly loved you.

I also remember the day I held your hand — not out of love, but to stop you from leaving. I was begging you to stay, to listen, but you didn't. You walked away, saying,

"I don't want to talk to you."

Even after that, I still love you. I always will.

You were the one who brought me happiness when I was at my lowest. The one who made me feel alive again. You deserve all the happiness in the world — even if it's not with me.

I'm grateful I met you, even if I wasn't the best version of myself. I still care about you. Deeply. You were the person I wanted to share everything with. Letting go has been the hardest thing I've ever done.

I pretend I'm fine, but the truth is, I'm not.

Thank you — for the memories, for the laughs, for being my happiness, even if it was only for a short time.

I'm sorry for the mistakes I made. I'm sorry for holding on

too tightly when I should've let go.

Letting go hurts, but I've come to understand that some things aren't meant to be. You deserve peace, love, and joy — even if that life doesn't include me. Thank you for being such a special part of my story. Take care of yourself. Maybe one day, our paths will cross again.

Even with distance between us, my heart still chooses you — because my love for you is for the sake of Allah.

It's the kind of love that wakes me up in the middle of the night to make dua. A love that I hope lasts in this life and continues in the next.

You're on my mind every second of the day.

I wake up thinking of you.

I fall asleep thinking of you.

Even when I'm talking to someone, you're in the back of my mind.

When I hear a song, I think of you.

When I want to share something, you're the first person who comes to mind.

Is this just happening to me? Or are you feeling it too?

The bond we had… it was the best thing I've ever experienced. Our conversations, the memories — I hold on to them. I've never met anyone like you. And I don't think I ever will. You weren't just a sweet, good-looking guy — you were someone I truly admired.

And if I ever had the chance to choose who I marry, I know deep down… I'd choose you. You were my best friend and my true love all in one. I don't know what went wrong. I don't know why we fell apart.

But I do know this:
I still love you.
I always will.