“Why do I want love?”

I asked myself that question the whole day.

Is it because I feel lonely, or because I want someone to care about me in a way I can truly feel?

Maybe there are some people who love me or care about me, but do I see it that much or feel it? Not really.

Maybe it’s because I’m not one of their priorities and that’s okay.

I can’t force anyone to be by my side.

But all I want from love is someone who I can rest my head on while they play with my hair or simply have their hand on me.

I want a place where I can just rest and feel loved.

Is that too much for someone like me?